9-11-2010 I'm going under

Gisteren was de lieve Susanne bij mij, kon ik mijn leuke huisje laten zien enzeuw.
Vandaag geleerd en gekloot. Eerste cijfer van de proefwerk week is een 4. Gaat slecht dus.

I am going under, I am losing control. I can't pretend me being happy right now.
I feel like some kinda animal bit and scratched me. Oh dear, I did it myself.
So much happening right now, and it bothers me I can't tell you guys. I can't tell anyone. My soul cries... And I'm sick and tired of being denied.
I tried to kill the pain, but it only brought more. Bleeding, screaming... Am I too lost to be saved?
You know what I want to scream right now. But I cannot write it down, because of my followers.

I'm still in the dark, can you fix me?
You'll probably hear from me again soon.


I FREAKIN CANT PUBLISH STUPID BLOG I HATE THIS